Art Block

....just that, I'm passing trough a lon long long ((insert so many "long" as possible here)) artist's block, it's so fuckin horrible if you really want to know D:. I can't even write a decent story or whatever, my hands are just useless these days is like I forgot how to draw, or write, I can't punt in paper my ideas and that is so fuckin damn to me.

I feel really bad, I can't get ride of this and is getting me so frustrated because I want to draw and I can't, I want to write something and everything keeps getting around my mind but not trough my hand into the paper or the keyboard. God......to be honest I feel so damn useless as an aritst, well I'm not an artist anymore....the last time I draw something in my sketchbook it was so empty and plane....:S

I don't know if one day I will be what I used to, my life is getting me mad so probably that's what is causing me this, unfortunatelly to me I can't solve my life , I don't even like my life @@....I'm so depressed to do anything anyway...=_=.

Hum....so that's all.......I'm not useful as an artist anymore....I'm just a big looser :3.

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pdt: No I'm not looking for attention, I'm just being honest about my self with you :3 that's ALL.